Monday, June 06, 2011
@ 3:09 AM
"I miss someone but i don't know who. Have you gotten that feeling before?"
"Do you ever just lie awake in bed at night & have flashbacks?"
"What do you want?"
So many questions that I didn't know the answer to. So many things I still don't know about but am not afraid to learn. I believe things happen for a reason. People come into our lives, sometimes they hurt us and sometimes they leave us helpless but we all know what happens to the ones who pull through after it's all over; Life's a real lesson. It's a gift we don't really take much notice on. We often count the blemishes but not the blessings.
I don't exactly know where I'm going with this post but I can say even the smallest things make me happy now. (: like buying myself ice cream or lying in bed with a good book OR even getting new bedsheets just does the trick! I know because I just went shopping with the folks today & dad got me a new set of bedsheets & I was probably just as thrilled as a kid who just got a new action figure. Don't ask cos I wouldn't know how to explain to you why I was so thrilled but MY POINT IS, I feel like myself again. Am sortve still a little alien to this feeling but it feels good. (:
It's back to college again in the morning. I can say my one week break was well spent. Got to catch up with so many familiar faces, watch so many movies, & basically, jst do enough to satisfy my needs of destressing. Going into the last half of my semester with full force. Study harder & do better cause I know I was so distracted with other things the first half of my semester. Ughh, damaged done so, to hell with that. It's just starting to rain and I'm starting to feel tired all over again. Shall call it a night & end it right here. Fingers crossed I keep my site updated! I'm in the process of getting my mojo back (; Ciao chicos, x
I don't exactly know where I'm going with this post but I can say even the smallest things make me happy now. (: like buying myself ice cream or lying in bed with a good book OR even getting new bedsheets just does the trick! I know because I just went shopping with the folks today & dad got me a new set of bedsheets & I was probably just as thrilled as a kid who just got a new action figure. Don't ask cos I wouldn't know how to explain to you why I was so thrilled but MY POINT IS, I feel like myself again. Am sortve still a little alien to this feeling but it feels good. (:
It's back to college again in the morning. I can say my one week break was well spent. Got to catch up with so many familiar faces, watch so many movies, & basically, jst do enough to satisfy my needs of destressing. Going into the last half of my semester with full force. Study harder & do better cause I know I was so distracted with other things the first half of my semester. Ughh, damaged done so, to hell with that. It's just starting to rain and I'm starting to feel tired all over again. Shall call it a night & end it right here. Fingers crossed I keep my site updated! I'm in the process of getting my mojo back (; Ciao chicos, x