Monday, October 10, 2011
@ 1:28 PM
I've had one the roughest weeks after so many months. Insecurities clouding up my thoughts, just bringing out the worst of me. Today's a new day to a new week, and all that happen the week before this, will burden me no more. I won't let it.
Whether you read this or not, I just want you to know, I've grown ever so fond of you. I love the way you make me laugh and smile all the time. I love how you'd miss out on football games just to sit with me, & do nothing while I'm doing last minute assignments/studying. I love how we still fight over who should pay for the bill.
I love it when I wake up right next to you. I love how you would always wake me up for class whenever you could. I love how we tease each other about having other girlfriends/boyfriends elsewhere. I love how you just pull me close to you, hug me so tight & kiss my forehead. I love how you still hold my hand when I've gone all quiet. I love how you're simply so patient with me. I love how I can fall in love with you again & again. I love how we're both rather different in certain ways but how it never really effected us. I could say so many other things I love about you & what you do, but most of all, iloveyou.I know for a fact she still loves you and that's what causes my insecurities. But I'm gonna tell myself that you haven't left me for her. That you're still reminding me that you love me every other day. Yesterday. Today. Maybe or maybe not tomorrow, that I wouldn't know. I'm just gonna savour what we've got now. Things will go back to normal, I can already feel it. I'm just glad we're working things out. (:
4 months & counting.